Is it wrong to harbor resent for people because they're better at something than I am? Ack, I know I shouldn't, but every so often, I do.

What was I thinking?! I mean... taking two college level courses in the subjects I'm WEAKEST at... English/Literature and a foreign language of all things. Chinese no less!

I'm going to die. I'm already behind in Chinese, my quiz sucked ass because I can't do any fucking grammar. I didn't even do very badly on character recognition. Ack screw. Oh, yeah, my first college level essay is due Thursday, but I don't know what it's about, and I don't know what structure it should have.