Wednesday, May 16, 2001

I think I've figured out why I have always felt so disconnected from the rest of the people in my grade ever since halfway through 7th grade.

The reason is because I spend less physical time with everybody who I'd normally associate with. Ever since halfway through 7th grade, i've been taking classes that were seperate from what everybody else I knew was doing. Always with the people a grade or two above me. People who i never really got to know, but at the same time, I never really got to know most people who were in my grade, and as a result, I've always managed to alienate myself from both my grade, and everybody else I have classes with. There are scant few exceptions, like Tyo. We both skipped up beyond the normal curriculum in 7th grade at the same time, and have since been mostly similar in courses. Well, usually.

anyhow, the point here is that I think I haven't exactly been doing a lot to remedy this situation, but I'm still complaining, which is no good.